I Hate Struggeling!!

Ever since this economy has took a huge fall, life has been extremley tough for everyone. But for my family it has led us to a major crises. We have not lost our house yet, but we are now two months behind since I was recently laid off. We have had no money for food, bills or even gas to get back and forth to work with. I have tried to be strong for the sake of my kids. I've kept my inner tears back and prayed more than ever.

Now, we have not even a dime to our name. We went from both our pay days landing every other friday, so my husband would get paid one friday and the next I got paid, so we always had a week where we had money.

I have now been out of work for almost two months and it seems like we get more and more burried into a hole. I have now come to a highest weakness with all our struggle that I finally broke down and cried today.

I still try not to let my kids see my sadness and show them that we are ok, but when life went so good to where we went out for dinner often or even to go see a movie, to now, not being able to do anything...and our kids are smart so i'm sure they are starting to see a difference.

Out of all our struggles, my husband and I were sitting down this evening talking about what were going through. He says, "We have to be strong for eachother and know that NO matter what material struggles we go through, we have eachother and our health". I cried and we hugged for the longest time. He is very right and no matter what materialistic things we have to sell in order to get us money for our house payment and utilities, at least we still have a house for now and we do have eachother. Our marriage and bond with us as a family is really what means the most to me. At the end of each day as long as his love reassures me then that makes all my stress, anxiety and suffering go away.

I hate struggeling, but the I see it as a learning experience and know that I am not the only one going through harsh times right now.

If you are going through hard times and need a shoulder to cry on, message me and let me talk to you..we can cry on eachother's shoulder's together and over come all of our obsticles.

Peace, Love, God Bless!!